Now i know my baby loves me :)

baby, i know sometimes it dosent seem like it but i love u so much
i know i can be an ass sometimes and
i know i have treated u shitty in the past but i promise i wont anymore
i promise baby i love u so much i wanna spend the rest of my life for ya for real.
and the only thing i want for chritsmas actually is
for us to be engaged cause that would be one step crossed out
and i know i wont break up or hurt you
anymore i promise u that i wont do anything to hurt
you i know you dont like it when i drink but it seems like
when im drunk things come out easier u know what
i mean but since u dont like it i wont drink but every once in awhile
just work with me and dont give up on me babe
please.

the thing is where i was with jimmy for so long and everything
he had me down low and im still their but im slowly coming out of it
just please dont give up
u mean so much to me baby i swear.
when im laying their in ur arms im so comfy
and i feel safe. I know what we got is real.
when i look in ur eyes and when i see you smile
its like gosh how could he love me like he dose
and i never want you to leave me ever.

everytime i think of you i smile and i know i love u
i know things may be hard but its gonna get better
i talked to mom and she said she would think about
letting all things she has against u go. im slowly working on it
..but today it made a good impact.
i know it did cause she said shed think about it..
u mean so much to me.
i know you wont hurt me baby.
i dont know how but i just do.


five years from now where do i see my self?...
i see my self next to you waking up with you
going to sleep with you and hopfully being able to say
thats my husband cause damn boy
u mean so much to me its unreal.
i realized i love u more than i love jimmy
way more and ill have ya forever and ever.
as